2015.

2015. It was a crazy transformative year. 

I started off with a full-time job. I struggled with singleness. I found my identity in my work. I struggled with depression. I struggled with anxiety. I struggled with creativity. I lost myself. The person I was becoming, the person I was selling, wasn't really me anymore. I quit my job. I cried for the first time in a really long time because I regretted that decision. 

I don't regret it anymore. I spent quality time with friends. I had people supporting me. The more I saw myself as alone, the more I realized I wasn't. I spent time with family. I made a lot of stupid stuff. I worked with people I really do love. I started making music again. I made things I was proud of again. This is growing up. And I documented some of it.

This video here documents the latter half of my year, of me finding myself again, of learning how to enjoy things again. I wrote and recorded this song to capture the closing chapter of something. It's dreamy, it's hazy, and it's hopeful. It really encapsulates the last couple months of my life. I hope you enjoy.